Holding Up the Universe: Jennifer Niven

Holding Up the Universe by Jennifer Niven is a young adult novel that explores themes of love, self-acceptance, and mental health. The story follows two high school students, Jack and Libby, who are both struggling with their own personal demons. Jack is popular and seemingly confident, but he secretly suffers from anorexia nervosa, while Libby was once overweight and has been the target of bullying throughout her life.

The book begins with Jack narrating his experience with anorexia, which has caused him to lose a significant amount of weight and become physically weak. He is unable to eat in public and relies on a series of rituals and routines to maintain control over his eating habits. Despite his struggles, Jack's outward appearance and charm make him popular among his peers, who are unaware of the depths of his mental illness.

Libby, on the other hand, has always been an outsider due to her weight. She is intelligent and talented but has been ostracized by her classmates since middle school. When she starts attending a new high school, she is determined to reinvent herself and prove that she is more than just her appearance.

Their paths cross when Jack accidentally hits Libby with his car in the school parking lot. As part of his community service, he is required to spend time with Libby, who is now unable to see due to her injuries. Over time, they develop an unlikely friendship that eventually blossoms into love.

As their relationship deepens, Jack and Libby learn more about each other's struggles and come to understand the importance of self-acceptance and mental health awareness. They also face challenges from their peers, who are unable or unwilling to accept their unconventional romance.

Holding Up the Universe is a thought-provoking novel that highlights the complexities of adolescence and mental illness. It provides readers with valuable insights into the experiences of those living with eating disorders and body image issues while also offering hope for overcoming these challenges through love, support, and understanding.